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Emily Faerber
01 December 2009 @ 08:00 pm
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I only have one pet mouse now. The cats got the other one over the weekend. No body.

I'm starving, but I don't want to eat anything without bread, which happens to be the one thing I'm out of.

I have a giant dark bruise on my right arm, courtesy of Kai. Today at work I showed it off and told everyone that he was the one who gave it to me, and it was obvious that they didn't know how to react to it. If it was abuse, then I should have been trying to hide it. However, nice guys don't hit girls that hard. So they defaulted to "You're crazy" and didn't say much about it after that. Amusingly, they missed the smaller bruises on my other arm.

For those of you wondering, I'm finding myself to be quite the dirty little masochist.

Kai updated my iTunes and now my computer won't read my iPod. I will become whiny if I can't get the problem fixed on my own.

I need to buy bread.
 
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Emily Faerber
30 November 2009 @ 01:29 pm
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I'm hungry. I tried to get Kai out of bed, and even went as far as to get him some caffeinated soda from the kitchen, but during my absence he rolled over and fell asleep again. Now, I could always wander downstairs and get a bowl of cereal on my own, but I want to eat out. I'm leaning towards doing my own thing today while Kai catches up on his sleep and work. I also need to pay my rent. And shave my legs.

Yes folks, that's how much I like this guy.

Now that I'm thinking about it, there are a gazillion chores and errands to be done. I should just run off and do my own thing.
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Emily Faerber
29 November 2009 @ 08:35 pm
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It's one of those days. No matter what I think about, all of the words instantly vanish as soon as I try to write them down. I'm not feeling very interested in listing out all of my daily activities, especially since I've been so busy that trying to do so would only be incoherent.

I'm not going to try to pretend that I'm still the same. Everything inside of me feels different now. I know what a family feels like, and it means the world to me. In all honesty, it's making it even harder to be around my blood-related family. I never belonged to them. I was always the outsider, and I can't find any incentive to try to fit in anymore. I tried and it never worked.

Enough of this depressing stuff. I've enjoyed this weekend immensely, and I've eaten some of the best food in my life. Maybe later I'll update with details.
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Emily Faerber
29 November 2009 @ 01:27 am
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Kai just spent the last I-don't-know-how-long updating my laptop, like it was some sort of compulsive need to do so. I found it to be very hot. And very sweet, because no one has ever shown any interest in my electronics before.

Kai makes everything in life feel like it means something. Even those obnoxious chores.

I survived through this week. It was chaotic and long, but I did all right. Now it's just a matter of counting down till the end of Christmas. Once I get past that, everything will be fine.

*yawn* It's bedtime.
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Emily Faerber
26 November 2009 @ 11:32 am
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Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Tomorrow is looming like an ugly beast, but today is promising to be worthwhile. I'm trying to decide if I want to buy this stuff online or not. Ya see, I got my Christmas bonus yesterday and it seems like such a shame to spend it on essentials. Though, since Leviathan has managed to break just about everything in my apartment now, there are a lot of things I need. This cat is the devil, I promise you.

Last night I arrived home early from work to find Kai with another girl in my apartment. Dun dun DUN! I couldn't help but make a crack about that, then the three of us hung out until two in the morning. Turns out that Autumn (the girl) loves priests just as much as I do, so I have the feeling that we're going to have a great friendship. Anyone who likes priests is just plain cool.

I need to get that boy out of bed and dressed for the party. Even though I think his murderous Einstein look is cute, my parents would probably appreciate him more with his hair combed. Not that I care much about what my parents think . . .

I definitely should buy these new clothes.
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Emily Faerber
24 November 2009 @ 10:39 pm
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I have a fish tank in my bathtub. I don't know what to do with said fish tank. You see, Leviathan decided that he needed to destroy it, so he figured out how to get the lid off and broke the filter. Now it's sitting in my bathtub behind a closed door and looking at the same fate that my mice have received.

I confess that moving into my own apartment was the worst possible thing I could have ever done to my mice and fish. I feel terrible about it.

I cleaned up half of this trash heap I call a home, and maybe tomorrow I'll focus on the other side.

My coworker got me to sing today. I was extremely nervous, but bound and determined because it felt like one of those things I needed to do in order to break more out of my shell. I'm really amazed at how far I've come. I used to be embarrassed about asserting my existence, and tonight I sang in front of someone. Go me!

I want to buy that lacy dress I saw at the mall the other day. I think I deserve it.
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Emily Faerber
23 November 2009 @ 10:18 pm
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My Wacom tablet seems to be broken, and I'm terribly distraught over it. I've had this tablet for years and years, and now it's soaked through with water and not responding. Le sigh.

Kai said that I need him around to discipline my cats because I'm such a pansy about it. It's true though. Leviathan walks all over me.

I ended up working 11.5 hours today. No one helped me with my freight, and I had a much larger order than usual. It took me a long time to get through it all, but I did. It felt great to get it done.

I'm too tired to think of more.
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